I can remember Tuesday November 26th, 2013 from start to finish. After posting on facebook that I had a great day I went to pick up a turkey with my sister. At 11pm I received a text message from a friend letting my know the news to which I was completely blind sighted, the wind was knocked out of me. I was violated in a way I didn't know possible; I was violated and villified wrongfully, illegally, very publicly and in cowardice. I have spent the year trying to understand the behavior of the people behind "pill-gate". I have spent a year hurting and in anger. A year later, I now know every single person behind this violation.. I have been through horrific traumas and I survived, this one felt different. Everyone goes through tough times, I'm no exception. This day has had and continues to have a significant impact on my life.... but not all negative.
The amazing part is that a year later I am so much stronger. I have also been given an amazing opportunity from this event and I cannot wait to share it with you down the road. I don't have time for hatred, anger, pain, negativity. I'm letting go. I know that these negative feelings will still creep up from time to time but that is ok, it's a great reminder of how much I learned, how much I grew, and much stronger I am. There will be a reckoning; but, until then I forgive. I forgive myself and I forgive the group of humans responsible for "pill-gate". <3 You have forgiveness <3 And I am so thankful for the opportunity, thank you <3