Blue's UnBashful Blog

Blue's UnBashful Blog

Monday, December 8, 2014

Pumpkin Fest 5k

This year I wanted to compete in a "destination race".  I was thinking somewhere warm and was thinking of a triathlon.  Alas, my sprained ankle had other plans.  During my weeklong adventure in Ohiopyle, I saw a brochure for "Pumpkin Fest" including a 5k run.  Perfect!

Thursday October 2nd I headed for the mountains once again.  The colors of fall painted the peaceful scenery the entire drive up.  Friday and Saturday I explored various trails, absorbing all of nature's fall beauty.  It was peaceful, pleasant, and productive.  Nature soothes my soul and calms my anxious mind. 

Sunday I headed to Confluence Pennsylvania.  The weather was a bit chilly but the sun was out and so were the people.  This hometown race took place during a fall festival and included a great turnout.   I spoke to some of the runners surprising them with the 3 hour drive to run this race.  The course was beautiful, flat, and well attended.  I ran with some Steeler's fans... good looking, rugged, friendly Steeler's fans. 

I crossed the finish line and headed to the festival.  I tried deep fried oreos for the first time.  The chocolate, frosting, deep fried deliciousness was to die for.  I bought a tie dye sweatshirt and then headed back to my cabin to head home.

This race is a must do for the pleasant, friendly atmosphere, great course, and fall beauty!

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Live Your Playlist: How to Get Your &#!t Together One Song at a Time

Andrea Vecchio's book, Live Your Playlist: How to Get Your &#!t Together One Song at a Time, is a humbling, sincere, roller coaster ride filled with laughs, heartache, and growth.  From Chasing A Hollywood Dream to The Power of Your Army, each chapter illustrates the 30-something television host's ups and downs.  Andrea's honesty provides the reader with insight into her life. 

Everyone goes through hard times, heartache, health scares, and so forth, even local celebrities.  Andrea's writing style is easy to follow and the creativity of utilizing a favorite song to each chapter will be music to your eyes. 

Follow Andrea Vecchio on her facebook page: Andrea Vecchio Fan Page

Buy this book! http://www.andreavecchio.com/






Saturday, November 29, 2014

Akron Half Marathon

 
Saturday September 27th I ran the Akron Half Marathon.  This was a very emotional day for me.  In 2013 I was to run this race.  A dear friend of mine lost his young daughter on September 27th, 2013.  I spent that day consoling him and his wife.  It was very upsetting, it is terribly sad to lose a loved one especially so very young.  After making a terrible decision later that night I missed this race. 

 
This year I was prepared and ready to run!  I woke up extra early to miss the traffic.  It appeared I was the first one there.  I spent the time in my car reading and reflecting. 
 
The course was challenging with lots of hills.  The crowd was amazing, cheering the runners on.  The weather was perfect, I saw many friends, and the first part of the race was amazing.  The second half was a bit more challenging due to starting out too fast. 
 
Even though it was a tough course, I am tougher ♡ I dropped last year's race shirt at the half way point. I am so blessed and thankful for what it represented; but, I don't need that baggage and negative energy anymore Life would be boring without hills and bland without lemons.  
 
 
 
 
 

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

A year ago

I can remember Tuesday November 26th, 2013 from start to finish.  After posting on facebook that I had a great day I went to pick up a turkey with my sister.  At 11pm I received a text message from a friend letting my know the news to which I was completely blind sighted, the wind was knocked out of me.  I was violated in a way I didn't know possible; I was violated and villified wrongfully, illegally, very publicly and in cowardice.  I have spent the year trying to understand the behavior of the people behind "pill-gate".   I have spent a year hurting and in anger. A year later,  I now know every single person behind this violation..  I have been through horrific traumas and  I survived, this one felt different.  Everyone goes through tough times, I'm no exception.  This day has had and continues to have a significant impact on my life.... but not all negative. 

The amazing part is that a year later I am so much stronger.  I have also been given an amazing opportunity from this event and I cannot wait to share it with you down the road.  I don't have time for hatred, anger, pain, negativity.  I'm letting go.  I know that these negative feelings will still creep up from time to time but that is ok, it's a great reminder of how much I learned, how much I grew, and much stronger I am.  There will be a reckoning; but, until then I forgive.  I forgive myself and I forgive the group of humans responsible for "pill-gate".  <3  You have forgiveness <3  And I am so thankful for the opportunity, thank you <3

Monday, November 24, 2014

Take back the Run 5k

Two girls were sexually assaulted in the Lakewood area while out running.  For runners, running is a way to get away from stress and pain.  The running community came together on Friday September 19th to "Take back the Run".  As a 2 time rape survivor, domestic violence survivor, runner, triathlete, and yogi I fully understand the violation and how physical fitness can help overcome traumas.  I was there to help the girls take back their run and show support.  It was a very emotional run but the turnout was amazing.  Survivors are not alone.  The color for rape is teal, so I rocked my "Superman" teal and teal nails. 

Friday, November 21, 2014

Soul Candy

Soul Candy produces beautiful stones crafted to radiate positive affirmations.  I ordered several stones and the service was impeccable.  It was speedy.  When the order was fulfilled and delivered to my door, I opened the box and immediately felt and saw the love that was poured into these beautiful stones.

These are great for enhancing positive affirmations.  I use them while meditating and practicing yoga.  I also enjoy carrying them in my pocket or purse as reminders throughout the day.  They are short, simple, and brilliant.  I'm looking forward to ordering more for friends and family to spread positive words.  Check out Soul Candy at : Soul Candy website  and order your positive affirmations today!

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

It Happens

Saturday August 9th I woke up a bit late.  My plan was to head down to the trails to run in the woods.  I took Bruiser for his morning walk and on the way back, my neighbor's dog slipped through its leash making a mad dash.  I immediately took over running in my flip flops to help catch the little guy with no success.  As I returned home I wrote down my cell phone number to take to my neighbor to help spread the word of her missing pet.  Upon doing so I tripped in the concrete edge between sidewalk and driveway.  Ouch!

I scraped and bruised my knee badly but I sprained my ankle.  Devastation rushed to my face as tears poured out, no one was in sight to help.  I crawled back inside and called my mom for help.  I don't buy plastic bags that were now needed for ice and I was not sure if I should go to the emergency room or not.  Alas, I immediately started R.I.C.E.  My mom talked me into taking ibuprofen for the swelling (something that took a lot of convincing since I don't take any type of pills for anything- I practice natural and organic remedies).  I took the ibuprofen on the clock for fear that my ankle would not heal as quickly as I needed.  August!  I had an open water swim meet scheduled for the next day and two triathlons (my 2 favorite) on schedule. 

After exhausting every swear word and pent up anger that had nothing to do with my ankle, I finally accepted the fact that I needed to rest and August would be a recovery month.  Indeed it was.  I hobbled around and continuously repeated R.I.C.E. day in and day out.  I finally learned that things happen beyond my control and I have to deal with these things as they happen.  I got knocked down again....but I got up again. 

Be like water, go with the flow.....no worries , it happens <3



Believe Love Understand Empower

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Our Lady Queen of Peace Church 5k

August 2nd started out hot, humid, and sunny.  The Our Lady Queen of Peace Church 5k is another great family oriented race during the weekend of the church's annual festival.  The run takes you through one of Lorain County Metro Parks in Grafton, Ohio. The scenery is beautiful and the course has a little bit of everything from road to trail and hill to flat.  I did well considering I just came back from a week long adventure vacation. This 5k is a most pleasant race and the festival is great for the whole family.  I look forward in running the OLQP 5k each year.  My time was 33:58

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Disconnected in July


I decided to leave Monday rather than Tuesday for my week long disconnected adventures in the mountains.    To say that I over packed would be an understatement.  My first must do item was to disconnect from Facebook and emails.  I felt immediate relief knowing that I didn’t have to worry about hateful messages, slanderous gossip, and the cesspool of attention seeking, nosey, connected yet disconnected social media environment. I will have to deactivate more often, boundaries are wonderful.  It is amazing how social media affects us.  Car loaded and Bruiser in bucket, I headed to the mountains.  Once in Pennsylvania gallons of water dumped on the turnpike.  Semi-trucks and narrow lanes due to construction wrecked more havoc on my nerves.  The rain was so bad in some cases that I could barely see.  One must be able to see in order to not miss one’s exit.  Sigh, I took the next exit which was the same location I entered the turnpike months ago for my Richmond, Virginia getaway.  No problem, except for my full bladder.  Alas, I stopped at a quaint Amish store for some goodies, unloaded my bladder, and talked Siri into backtracking as efficiently as possible. 
After unpacking.  I drove around looking for a fresh food stand, craving fruits and vegetables with no luck as all were closed for the day.  I did however find several trails.  The Laurel Highlands Hiking Trail was very close to where I was staying and the anticipation of hiking and running in unfamiliar woods made me feel like a kid, curiously exploring something new.   The rain continued into the night, offering a relaxing sound to accompany my reading, writing, and reflecting.  A few times I found myself looking at my phone as if I were to get sucked into the Facebook world but immediately relieved upon remembering that it was deactivated.  Just Bruiser and Me, mountains and the pitter patter of rain drops. Day 1 was a success. 
The rest of the week I was immersed in nature, facing fears as I pushed myself out of my comfort zone, and relaxing.  I tried zip-lining for the first time.  I am terrified of heights, I physically become shaky, legs trembling, sweating, and have to force myself to move.  It was a small course with the options of high and highest.  We were allowed to use the time to go around as often as we wanted.  I told the guy, “My only objective is to do it once and not die”.   Mission accomplished!
I continued the days with hiking near the Youghioghney River, tried some chocolate covered potato chips, hiking and trail running, white water rafting, and kayaking.  My evenings were spent reading while Bruiser snuggled.  It was a chilly week in July but regardless of weather, disconnecting while spending time in nature is rejuvenating, relaxing, and refreshing. 
 








 

Monday, October 20, 2014

2nd annual 1mile Heart to Heart Dog Walk

A couple of years ago Bruiser and I attended a community event featuring a dog walk that raised funds for domestic violence.  A walk for dogs that supports a great cause?  What a great idea!  I rounded up some amazing people and organizations to see if we could make this happen in our own community. 

This year was the 2nd annual Heart to Heart 1 mile dog walk.  All of the proceeds benefited the Friendship Animal Protective League.  We had another great turn out, lots of prizes, and great weather. 

Bruiser's favorite place to visit for daycare, swim lessons, grooming, and such is Forever Friends Pet Care Center in Grafton Township.  They did an amazing job organizing and collecting vendors and finding sponsorships. 

It was a dog gone great event! 

Sometimes we have an idea but we can't do all the work...it's great having a network of amazing people to help carry out ideas, working together to support a great cause <3

Monday, September 8, 2014

Milton Man Triathlon

June 29th I raced the Milton Man triathlon, completing the sprint distance.  I got little sleep the night before due to a cook- out.  I had a blast with friends but didn't get as much sleep as I needed.  It was a rainy morning, I can't believe I even got out of bed.  I threw everything together, jumped in my car, and headed east.  I was kind of hoping this race would be called and then I could snuggle back into bed.  Alas, I showed up and was informed that there was a little bit of a delay.  No worries, I showed up, I'm going to do this. 

The swim start was different than previous years.  Most swim starts (the races I have completed) are beach starts.  This one, we walked to the end of a dock and jumped in.  This made me giggle the entire time.  When I first took office, the temporary email password I had been given was "jump in a lake".  I realized that I had not jumped in a lake since receiving that password. I was excited about the jump. 

The swim was nice and calm, not too bad for hardly having completed any swim training.  My legs were sluggish on the bike but I enjoyed it overall, the course is a loop 2 laps to be completed for the sprinters.  The run went well.  My overall time was pretty close to the previous time I completed this race, the bike was a couple of minutes slower this year.  I was happy with the race and very happy that I showed up. 

Thanks to Mickey Ryzmek of North Coast Multisports for snapping this picture of me after I crossed the finish line.  Thanks Mickey! 

Friday, September 5, 2014

Mayor Megan's 5miler for Freedom and Fireworks (5mile and 2mile run)

June 28th I organized the 2nd annual "Mayor Megan's 5miler for Freedom and Fireworks" 5mile and 2mile run in an effort to bring people into Grafton, provide a healthy and fun activity for residents, and to raise money for our 4th of July celebration. 

The weather was hot and humid but we had a great turn out and the volunteers were awesome, my sister came out and helped as well which meant so much to me!  It's really awesome when people volunteer their time to give back to the community.  And a very special thanks to Peace Racing (www.peaceracing.org) for directing. 


Monday, July 14, 2014

Believe in CLE Yoga Event

Friday June 27th I participated in the 2nd annual free 75 minute Vinyasa Flow yoga session and event at the Rock n Roll hall of fame in Cleveland, Ohio to help support the positive vibes of Northeast Ohio.  I missed the event last year and as soon as I got the email for this year's event I signed up right away.  This was taking place Friday evening, the night before the run that I was organizing for Grafton, so I was a little bit stressed and felt like curling up into a ball and staying home.  Alas,  I made myself get up and go, refusing to miss out on positive experiences due to stress.  I made the right choice!

I joined over 2,000 other yogis and Believe in CLE supporters this beautiful night.  We listened to Alex Sheen, founder of Because I said I would, speak about the importance of promises.  What an inspiration!  Tammy Lyons of Inner Bliss Yoga Studio helped organize this amazing event and also led us through a 75 minute yoga session with uplifting music, several yoga instructors providing assists,  and positive vibes.  Several food trucks and vendors in addition to some dancing and yogi silliness accompanied the yoga practice.  I met up with friends Kristen and Carolyn and soaked in every minute. 


 

 
Smiles are contagious :)

Believe Love Understand Empower and don't forget to smile <3

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Electric Run 5k

I enjoy inspiring others and it's been my goal for years to expose people to the running/triathlon/yoga community.  Everyone has something different that they will enjoy but it's taking that first step that is the most important part.  My mom doesn't enjoy vigorous exercise or getting really sweaty and yucky so I invited her to watch me take a pilates class once.  She thought it looked fun, tried it, and is hooked!  I'm so happy that she found something healthy that she can also enjoy and she looks amazing. 

Over the winter I saw an ad for The Electric Run.  It is a 5k run but it is at night with lights, dance music, and a party afterwards!  My younger sister loves the dance music and she is for sure a night owl so I thought this would be perfect for her to try out.  I signed us up immediately! 

 I believe this was the first time it was held in the Cleveland area.  It took place at the Berea Fairgrounds on Friday June 20th.  There was quite a downpour beforehand and mud was a guarantee.  Luckily we left early enough that we didn't get stuck in the awful traffic jam heading into the run and festivities.  My sister's boyfriend and another mutual friend were able to join us as well (2 more newbies, yay!).  After waiting around to meet up with friends we decided to head on in and take our place in line. 

 
 
 



The run was very muddy but we all had a blast.  We ran, walked, slid around in the mud, laughed and everyone finished!  It's really great to have friends and family do something fun and healthy with me.  I'm not sure if they are all in love with running 5k's now but it was great that they tried something new and we all had a blast!

Believe Love Understand Empower!

Monday, July 7, 2014

Munroe Falls Triathlon

Saturday June 14th I completed the Munroe Falls Triathlon.   I ran around in the morning after waking up late,  throwing things in my triathlon bag and car, printing directions, and forgetting my coffee.  If this was my first triathlon I would have been in complete panic mode.  I made it on time, with a little detour of course. 

I like this triathlon because it is fairly small and it is a nice course.  The swim is in a small lake so the water is warm and I don't need a wetsuit.  The start was a bit of a challenge because we were swimming into the sun, I couldn't see, and the ladies were pretty aggressive.  Once turned around I found my groove and headed in toward the beach exit.  The bike course was nice.   This was the first time I was on my road bike since last year.  Thankfully everything had been tuned up and I survived. Once the laps were complete I headed back into the park and out into the run.  This was also my first brick workout of the season and my legs sure did feel like bricks; alas, I felt strong. 

The run was pleasant and I felt good.  We ran 2 laps within the park.  It was a smooth race, nicely organized by Champ racing. 

My times were pretty consistent from the last time I raced, a little bit slower in each leg but the run. By slower, I mean by a couple of minutes so I'm not that upset.  My goal this year is to just participate and complete.  Mission accomplished. 

Pre race photo.  Love that I was given the number 13.  I felt like this was a sign of not giving up after 2013, one of the crappiest years ever.  I dedicated this race to Tuesday, November 26th, 2013 and all of the people responsible for that day. 
 
The aftermath :)  

Saturday, July 5, 2014

5th Annual LULA 5k for Girls with Sole

June 8th I completed the 5th Annual Lula5k run for Girls with Sole.  This race is awesome in so many ways and I try to run it every year.  Girls with Sole is an organization for at risk girls.  The Girls with Sole Mission is  to " Use free fitness and wellness programs to empower the minds, bodies and souls of girls who are at-risk or have experienced any type of abuse".   Many of the participants are girls finishing their first race, capturing what founder Liz Ferro refers to as the "Finish Line Feeling".   Liz's book, Finish Line Feeling  is Liz's life and what led her to start this great organization. 
 
Peace Racing directed the race and it was another fun, inspiring race, that is well organized and tailored to any type of runner.  I ran a PR with a time of 30:31, 9:49/min mile.  The overcast, drizzling rain was welcomed but the downpour at the end wasn't helpful.  But hey, life is about learning to dance in the rain.  It was great to see so any friends at this race too.  It was the first time seeing friends since the long, dreadful winter. 
 
Liz's book can be found online at www.girlswithsole.org or on www.amazon.com.  I encourage you to read her book, it's an inspiring story for anyone, runner or not!  Follow Liz on Facebook as she runs a marathon in each state to help raise funds for girls with sole. 
 
 

 
 
 

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Cleveland Half Marathon 2014

This May I set out to do another half marathon!  I chose to do the Cleveland spring marathon because it's close and the course was changed since the last time I ran it so it wouldn't be "boring".  One can never predict the weather for this particular weekend.  When I did the half the first time it was chilly rain, when I did the full marathon is was scorching hot.  This year the weather was sunny but a tad on the chilly side, just a little itsy bit chilly.  I had no expectations coming into this race, I simply wanted to just do it and enjoy the experience. 

It took me longer than I planned to find a parking spot and then I searched everywhere for some sort of bathroom.  After finally releasing my bladder I head to the start line following random people who were obviously running this race. 

We finally took off and I started the half marathon.  It was taking me a while to warm my legs up but the course was pretty and all of the fans were great!  I always enjoy seeing the creative signs.  Unfortunately I don't think my bladder emptied all the way and I started to get the urge to pee.  I ignored it for a bit, thinking I would just sweat it out.  However, it became rather annoying.  I passed several porto- potties but there were long lines.  I kept telling myself, I'll stop at the next one the line will be shorter.  Well I finally got to my 6 or 7 mile and just had to stop.  There were several people in front of me and it felt like they were taking forever.  Alas, I finally did my business. 

I have always found it very difficult to start moving again after suddenly stopping for a bit.  I continued to start running again but was feeling a bit discouraged for the set back in time thanks to my bladder.  I kept moving forward.

The last 3 miles were slightly up hill and any runner can feel that, especially towards the end of a race.  Pushing through I crossed the finish line, grabbed water, took this smiling picture,  and proceeded to find my way back to my car. 

My time was significantly slower than the first time I ran this half marathon.  Though I was irritated about this fact I reminded myself that I was just out here to have fun and the pit stop made a difference in time and how I felt....it happens :)  I was smiling afterwards so that is a big win for me <3



Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Rockin' Road Trip

Rob Zombie is one of the most interesting artists and people in my opinion.  If I could hang out with anyone I would choose to hang out with Rob and his band.  They all seem so amazing, intriguing, brilliant, and filled with positive energy.   I cannot remember when I really began to appreciate his entertaining qualities and started loving his music and movies. 2013 was by far the shittiest year to date. His movies and music kept me distracted from reality.  I wanted to ignore the fact that I was stuck, stagnant in life and work, at a loss for words and direction.  On a whim I decided to attend one of his concerts in Columbus, Ohio during the summer of 2013.  I was initially supposed to go with a friend but he had to back out at the last minute.  Though I had an extra ticket, I looked forward to the solo trip.  At the Columbus show I stuck out and felt quite awkward amongst the metal heads with their dreads, drunkenness, gothic clothing, and stench of pot smoke in the air.  I tried to appear as though I wasn't alone.  Since I was by myself I decided not to drink so that I could make the drive back home safely and so that I could remain alert among the crowd of sex, "macho", aggressive hungry men.  The concert was amazing.  Rob came out into the crowd, I got a hug, and it was such a badass experience and concert. 
 
It was a no-brainer when I saw that he was going on tour in 2014; I WAS going to find a way to make it to his concert.  Then, I saw that Adventures in Wonderland was offering a meet and greet...hell yes!  I was taking the time to decide between Kentucky or Richmond Virginia.  I decided on Virginia because the Kentucky concert was the same weekend as the Derby and the costs for hotels were ridiculous.  I committed to the meet and greet in Virginia.  I was incredibly nervous and immensely excited. 
 
I headed out Friday afternoon toward PA where I would stay the night before heading to Virginia Saturday.  As soon as I got on the turnpike heading away from home, I felt a tremendous amount of relief, a touch of fear, and a sense of knowing this is what I should be doing.  Seeing the Pennsylvania mountains brought even more awe, wonder, and happiness.  I felt like a kid exploring a toy store.  I made the climb to the place I was staying, grabbed some pizza, and headed further up the mountain to settle in before dark.  I slept like I was dead. Maybe it was because I finally felt safe or maybe it was being surrounded by nature, or a bit of both. 
 
I awoke early Saturday and headed towards Virginia.  I have never done anything like this before, driving so far alone, to somewhere I have never been.  I was on the road for a brief period of time when I noticed a sign for the Flight 93 Memorial, there was no doubt that I had to stop.  The memorial didn't open until 9am so I waited about an hour.  Once the gates opened I drove about a mile to the memorial.  It was still a work a progress but it was beautiful.  I reflected on the incredible, brave sacrifice of those on board that flight and their heroic decision to prevent a much worse ending.  Our country was founded on such bravery and courage and it is amazing that such selflessness continues. 



 
 
The drive was beautiful and I felt even more at ease the further I drove.  Once reaching my hotel I quickly checked in, settled in, and set out to enjoy every single minute.  I headed downtown and walked around, overwhelmed with the city life and traffic.  I checked out the Edgar Allen Poe museum.  I was surprised to learn that he was quite the athlete, especially an avid swimmer and boxer.  I felt a connection to him walking through the old house and reading various facts of his life. 
 
 
I continued my exploring, made sure I knew how to get to The National for the concert and made my way to dinner.  JalapeƱo, honey, bacon as an appetizer....YUM!!!   
Sunday I woke up with the birds, ready to enjoy the day to its fullest.  I went to an organic breakfast place and while sitting at the table I was startled to suddenly hear cheering and others in the restaurant moved toward the front, where the window/doors were wide open as if just for this reason.    I heard sirens and then suddenly saw motorcycles and cyclists whizzing buy, the air was filled with thunder, man made gusty winds, and screams and cheers of excitement from the audience consisting of regulars and tourists.  This weekend was also the weekend for the USA Cycling National Championships!
I had to be out in front of The National by 5pm for the meet and greet.  Of course I was early.  Since it was just me, I was sure to only bring what was needed and to dress comfortably.  I stopped drinking fluids around 4 to make sure I didn't have to use the bathroom so much.  Typically I drink over a gallon of water a day so this was a challenge.  Shortly after 5 we were checked in and brought inside to wait in another line.  Once the meet and greeters were all inside we were instructed that the first time through we would get the autographs and the second time through we would get our picture.  I was so excited, there are no words to describe it.   Rob Zombie, John5, Piggy D, and Ginger Fish all came out, it was like Christmas morning as a kid.  When it was my turn I walked right up, started with Rob Zombie, shook his hand and said, "Hi I'm Megan Flanigan from Grafton, Ohio" immediately thinking, wow I just sounded like a nerd.  He was immediately pleasant and polite, jokingly asking if I was Italian.  This band is the only band I follow in its entirety and truly love all of them!  I think they are all so down to earth and badass.  They all radiate such positive energy and humbleness. 
The actual concert did not start until 8pm so we had the option to go back to our car and drop our goodies off or stay and make sure we got front stage.  Another no brainer.  I have never been front row of a concert, especially a rock concert.  I got one bottle of water just in case but I kept my no fluids policy pretty strict because I was not going to miss this opportunity. 



Once people start piling in I started to get nervous.  I'm pretty claustrophobic but I made note of all the exit signs and didn't let fear get in my way.  Pretty soon the entire place was packed.  Looking out into the crowd while in the front is a bit intimidating.  Immediately my anxious brain started to think of all of the things that could go wrong and so I took a deep breathe and thought, if that's how it is to be then that is how it is to be but I am sick and tired of being scared. 
 
 
Ginger Fish (the drummer) came out and started us out with his music mash -ups and such.  At one point he jumped on a speaker and did a yoga pose <3. 
 
 
The concert was amazing, I was within an arm's reach of the stage.  The energy was incredible.  My favorite part was that I was able to be me 100%.  No one knew me, no one cared.  I was able to really let loose, bang my head off, and be a crazy fan.  I forgot what that felt like, rather I think that feeling is purely foreign as I don't remember ever having felt 100% me.   And in that moment, in a small concert hall, filled with hundreds of people, I was safe, relaxed, and I was having fun! It is an experience I will never forget.  After hauling ass to get home in time for meetings and such I saw via the Rob Zombie website that he was working on another CD AND movie, best news ever!  I cannot wait to see the movie opening day and I cannot wait to attend another concert. 
 
Rockin Road Trip to meet Rob Zombie and band..... complete <3
 









 


Saturday, May 10, 2014

Hermes 10miler and Love-A-Stray 5k

 

This year's Hermes 10miler road race was my second.  I had no expectations for this race, I'm not sure if I was prepared or not.  I went into this race with my longest run being 8 miles this year.  My goal was to complete it, embrace the experience, and enjoy it.  I made my way to the bathrooms pre-race as usual and ran into some friends from LaGrange.  Somehow we began to talk politics and the current frustrations. 
 
 The weather was calm, sunny, and a bit cool.  I began the race with a my mind elsewhere.  Thinking of upcoming meetings and ongoing stresses. I was clearly distracted.   It was clear after that conversation my head wasn't in the game.  Alas, I pushed on.  After the turnaround we headed back east and the winds began to pick up.  I was chilled.  The last mile was brutal.  The early morning calmness of the lake was replaced with waves as I ran the last mile.  My face felt frozen and my legs felt like they had been replaced with the Tin Man's legs.  I ran in, crossed the line, grabbed a water and headed back to my car. 
 
My intention was to run all races this year for fun and to not worry about times.  I "accidentally" checked out my time from the first time I ran this race.  I was about 20 minutes slower this year.  I thought I would be faster; but, I also didn't anticipate the distractions and weather.  The course was beautiful and I finished. 
 
 
The following day, I ran the Love- A-Stray 5k.  It was for a great cause and it was a short distance, so why not?  This race was close to the lake as well and was therefore a bit cooler than Grafton.  I ran the first 2miles before deciding to walk the rest of the way.  I saw lots of familiar faces and the course was beautiful.  It was a very well organized race!  I crossed the finished line, grabbed a water, and headed for my car....again.  
 

I'm still faster than everyone who stayed home and sat on the couch! All kidding aside, these were great races that I am glad to have completed. 

Conditions are never perfect for race or for life.  We must learn to adjust our sails and learn to go with the flow (or with the wind).  If you have trouble going with the wind, remember this quote by Henry Ford, " When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it."  With the wind or against the wind just keep moving. 

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Run or Dye 5k

 
Saturday April 19th I was part of "Queens for a Cure" in the Run or Dye 5k.  This was a fun race for a great cause.  We all had a blast and of course I went overboard at the blue station.  
 
 
 



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Tuesday, April 8, 2014

April showers

The feeling of being directed in so many different directions has become so confusing, my mind is overwhelmed, and the future is so exciting yet so uncertain that I have decided to just go with it.    For the month of April I have decided to go with the flow and see where the universe takes me.  I'm close to my personal racing weight for this season and physically I am feeling great and stronger than ever.  I also recognize the inner conflict I'm having between the fighter and the lover in me.  I feel like a "boxing hippie" and I'm not sure that is the best combination to merge as it can become quite perplexing and disorienting. 

My April goals are to train mean, eat clean, be compassionate, and to go with the flow <3 .  This is a great month to leave the past,  pack up the winter, wash off the muckiness, and prepare for the blossoming of spring.  I have already given away bags and boxes full of things that I no longer need, or never really needed to begin with, alas purchased for one reason or another.   While freeing up the space in our homes and offices, we must not forget to clean up old, negative, and unnecessary thought patterns and set our intentions for what we would like to see. 

April showers
past tortures
future dilemmas
dust off the old
and wash the new
abandon the winter
and prepare for spring
as the lotus flower
rises up
preparations are made
blossoming happiness and adventures
will be had