April showers

The feeling of being directed in so many different directions has become so confusing, my mind is overwhelmed, and the future is so exciting yet so uncertain that I have decided to just go with it.    For the month of April I have decided to go with the flow and see where the universe takes me.  I'm close to my personal racing weight for this season and physically I am feeling great and stronger than ever.  I also recognize the inner conflict I'm having between the fighter and the lover in me.  I feel like a "boxing hippie" and I'm not sure that is the best combination to merge as it can become quite perplexing and disorienting. 

My April goals are to train mean, eat clean, be compassionate, and to go with the flow <3 .  This is a great month to leave the past,  pack up the winter, wash off the muckiness, and prepare for the blossoming of spring.  I have already given away bags and boxes full of things that I no longer need, or never really needed to begin with, alas purchased for one reason or another.   While freeing up the space in our homes and offices, we must not forget to clean up old, negative, and unnecessary thought patterns and set our intentions for what we would like to see. 

April showers
past tortures
future dilemmas
dust off the old
and wash the new
abandon the winter
and prepare for spring
as the lotus flower
rises up
preparations are made
blossoming happiness and adventures
will be had